Los Angeles, Feb 26 : Actress Christina Applegate, who has worked in films such as Hall Pass, Vacation and Bad Moms, has spoken about how she was molested by a female babysitter, which has had a lasting impact on her life.

The 54-year-old actress, who was primarily raised by her mom, Nancy Priddy, after her father Robert Applegate left the family when she was just a few months old, wrote her new memoir: â??I knew every part of it was wrong. I felt sick and scared and sadâ?¦â??

â??I never fully felt comfortable being touched, and thatâ??s true still. Iâ??ve never felt comfortable with it my whole life, really, and all because of that girl forcing me to do something I barely understood but that I knew was shameful,â?? she wrote in her new memoir titled You With the Sad Eyes in an extract obtained by People magazine.

The actress' home life was unstable in her early years thanks to her mom's struggle with heroin addiction and a physically abusive boyfriend, who also lashed out at Christina, reports femalefirst.co.uk.

She wrote: â??I think I had kind of the worst situation from 3 to 7. But there was stuff like that going on in all our homes. Single moms, men coming in and out, drugs.â??

The actress said that she doesn't want people to read her book to see her as a victim, but hopes her story can resonate with readers.

She told People: â??Because a lot of it is so heavy. I had someone say to me, â??Are you doing this because youâ??re being a victim?â?? Iâ??m like, â??No, Iâ??m empowering other people out there.â?? At least I hope to.

â??I hope that some girl or boy or anyone whoâ??s gone through being molested or beaten or anything Iâ??ve gone through can go, â??Oh my God, okay. Iâ??m going to be okay.â?? â??

The former Married... With Children actress has 15-year-old Sadie with husband Martyn LeNoble and when it comes to parenting, she doesnâ??t â??buy into this thing of you shouldnâ??t be your kidâ??s friend."

She added: â??Because I am, especially now. Iâ??m her biggest supporter. I fight for her at every turn. And I drive her to school blaring Sex and Candy by Marcy Playground. Thatâ??s kind of me in a nutshell.â??

The actress isn't afraid to laugh at herself amid her battle with multiple sclerosis (MS).

She said: â??Like I put my diaper on and go into her room. I toddle in with a tank top above my belly, and sometimes I draw faces on my belly button. Sheâ??s like, â??Mom. Mom! Just stop.â?? â??

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